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Thursday, November 19, 2009

you know

it really bothers me when you do that.













(i'm jealous)


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

and

what's interesting now is i live on both sides of the lines i keep drawing. this is a double standard; i live a lie. actually, a lie inside of a lie inside of another lie. whether this makes me an awful person, or the realization of this makes me a slightly less awful person, i don't know. i think the results of all of these paradoxes will convey a clearer answer.

comfort is a strange, strange phenomenon, wouldn't you say?

i don't know what i am doing here. this is kind of an awful situation.


Sunday, November 15, 2009

sometimes

it's hard to tell whether you hate your life or other people's lives that are in your own


Thursday, November 12, 2009

soviet russia music performances

prokofiev piano concerto no. 1, first movement (first part)


there's something so creepy and foreign about this video, but p.s. this concerto rules ass


Sunday, November 08, 2009

what's cool is that borges wasn't even religious

"I close my eyes and see a flock of birds. The vision lasts a second, or perhaps less; I am not sure how many birds I saw. Was the number of birds definite or indefinite? The problem involves the existence of God. If God exists, the number is definite, because God knows how many birds I saw. If God does not exist, the number is indefinite, because no one can have counted. In this case, I saw fewer than ten birds (let us say) and more than one, but did not see nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, or two birds. I saw a number between ten and one, which was not nine, eight, seven, six, five, etc. That integer--not-nine, not-eight, not-seven, not-six, etc.--is inconceivable. Ergo, God exists"


i am sick and i feel awful. i hate being sick. i feel personally smited by god every time i am sick and i find it ironic that there is only a god when i want to blame things on him.

i played a recital in which i got hideously nervous yesterday. i fucked everything up, but the girl i was playing for said that i should "cheer up because we are all growing in this field." this is uplifting because i try really, really hard and i'm not good yet but one day i will be. it goes back to william blake and the redemption offered by one's dreams. i am humiliated and i cry out every time i think of how i played, but someday it will be different. i'll just have to wait. . .

that's all. i wanted to let my tiny journal know that i'm under the weather and feeling blue, but that there is literature and music anyways.



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